Wednesday, July 4, 2012
July Blogging Challenge Day 2
Sunday, January 30, 2011
A lil reminder...
Saturday, January 22, 2011
First Annual "Love Life" Raffle benefiting Mercy Ministries
Physical & Sexual Abuse Including Sex Trafficking,
Depression, and Unplanned Pregnancy
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The Vrba's at Meagan's Graduation from Mercy Ministries |
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Mercy Ring
Mercy Graduation rings are handmade by a former Mercy graduate. Each girl that completes the program at Mercy receives this ring as a gift, a reminder and a unity that will last forever. The rings represents SO many things...
First and foremost it signifies my covenant to the Lord. Just like a wedding band, this Mercy ring conveys deep emotions of eternal, unconditional love, eternal happiness, eternal commitment, and eternal togetherness between the Lord and I. These rings signify eternity - it's a complete circle with no break and no end or beginning, it just goes on and on - it is eternal. God's love for me and my love for Him is eternal, through thick or thin, better or worse.
Not only does the ring signify the unity I share with my God, but also with all of my many, beautiful Mercy Sisters and the connection and gratitude that I will have for Mercy Ministries for the rest of my life.
"I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry, He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along. He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see what he has done and be amazed.
They will put their trust in the Lord." Ps. 40:1-3

The three stones on my ring each represent different parts of the Trinity. God, the Father, God the Son, and God, the Holy Spirit. Each of these that God exists as a unity of three distinct persons, yet identical in essence. Each is divine, yet there are not three gods, but one God. The Trinity shows us that there exists in all the universe a single being known as God who is self-existent and unchangeable. The Father creates (Isaiah 44:24), the Son redeems (Gal. 3:13), and the Holy Spirit sanctifies (Rom. 15:16).
Each part of the Trinity is summed up simply by: The Father creates (Isaiah 44:24), the Son redeems (Gal. 3:13), and the Holy Spirit sanctifies (Rom. 15:16). As the Trinity is three distinct Persons in one God, each of these stones is a reminder that I must strive to harmonize the distinct aspects of my personality into the single purpose of loving God and loving others.‘Do not tremble and do not be afraid; Have I not long since announced it to you and declared it? And you are My witnesses. Is there any God besides Me, Or is there any other Rock? I know of none.’ Isaiah 44:8
"Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.'The second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'There is no commandment greater than these." Mark 12:30-31Lastly, my Mercy is a symbol of God's Mercy. If you look closely at the ring, the way the three stones are set creates an 'M.' Not only for Mercy Ministries, but also God's mercy in my life. Mercy is withholding of punishment, and an act of giving help or having compassion on the afflicted. The loving-kindness of Jesus Christ gives to us Eternal Life. My Salvation is an act of the mercy of God, completely unwarranted by my past actions.
"It wasn't so long ago that we ourselves were stupid and stubborn, dupes of sin, ordered every which way by our glands, going around with a chip on our shoulder, hated and hating back. But when God, our kind, loving, merciful Savior God, stepped in, he saved us from all that. It was all his doing; we had nothing to do with it. He gave us a good bath, and we came out of it new people, washed inside and out by the Holy Spirit. Our Savior Jesus poured out new life so generously. God's gift has restored our relationship with him and given us back our lives. And there's more life to come—an eternity of life! You can count on this." Titus 3:5-8I am certainly extremely undeserving of complete forgiveness and an abundant life with no strings attached. The way I was living, the lies, abuse to my body, worshiping idols... I could go on and on, I very much deserved death, eternal death, but God rescued me! He saved a wretch like me!
"The Lord rescued me from every evil work and has given me salvation in his kingdom in heaven: to whom be glory for ever and ever. " 2 Tim. 4:18A covenant, a unity of multiple dimensions, a reminder of the power of the Trinity and a reminder of God's merciful love in my life. So much significance in a single piece of jewelry, significance that I will cherish forever.
"The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is his faithfulness; his mercies begin afresh each morning. I say to myself, “The Lord is my inheritance; therefore, I will hope in him!” Lam. 3:22-23

You are not a god
Created by human hands
You are not a god
Dependent on any mortal man
You are not a god
In need of anything we can give
By Your plan, that's just the way it is
You are God alone
From before time began
You were on Your throne
Your are God alone
And right now
In the good times and bad
You are on Your throne
You are God alone
You're the only God
Whose power none can contend
You're the only God
Whose name and praise will never end
You're the only God
Who's worthy of everything we can give
You are God
And that's just the way it is
Unchangeable
Unshakable
Unstoppable
That's what You are
ttp://www.carm.org/what-trinity;http://jeffreykahl.blogspot.com/2009/06/practical-significance-of-trinity.html
Monday, May 17, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Four Awesome Young Women Graduate from Mercy!
(This is straight from the blog of Nancy Alcorn)
Meagan grew up in a Christian home, but did not have a personal relationship with God. She came to Mercy after struggling with an eating disorder for 12 years. During her time at Mercy, God showed Meagan that she is worthy and accepted. Meagan now knows that she is beautiful and loves what she sees when she looks in the mirror! After graduating, Meagan is moving home and plans to finish her last year of school, get involved in her local church, and continue pursuing all that God has in store for her. Way to go, Meagan!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Mercy Ministries
Drugs. Cutting. Abuse. Eating Disorders.Unplanned Pregnancy. Alcohol.
Choose death....
or choose healing through the Lord.
Choose LIFE!
At the bottom of my blog there is another video I posted about Mercy & their philosophy that is very powerful & moving. Make sure you check it out... A Pathway of Hope in Him.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Where I've been & Where I'm going...
My life story up until now has been far from what I ever dreamed my life would be like. The journey I have been on has been quite a roller coaster… I’ve experienced happiness, loss, hurt, abuse, love, growth, a need to control, fear, anxiety, peace, understanding, pain, depression, shame & hope. God has definitely rocked my world, continually reminding me that I am nothing without Him, but in Him I can do ALL THINGS, including overcoming the obstacles I face.
It has taken me years to grasp this concept that the Lord is my only source to true freedom. I have struggled with anorexia & many other life-stealing issues for 12 years now. My eating disorder (ED) first surfaced as a completely innocent action of simply ‘watching what I ate.’ You see I grew up being really thin (not on purpose) & received lots of comments about how little I was. Ill never forget my dad always saying I had bird legs and calling me Olive Oil (from Popeye). He wasn’t the only one to comment though, many others had their own things to say. I never took offense to any of the comments, they were a compliment to me. Little did I or anyone else know that this attention I got from my thinness reinforced my desire to stay thin. Needless to say, as I began to experience the loveliness of puberty, I unconsciously wanted to maintain my thinness. Its crazy how something so innocent can turn into something that steals your life from you. I had no idea what I was getting myself into…
"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.” John 10:10
I simply wanted to feel in control of something, because everything around me seemed to be changing or out of my hands. Between losing to death or distance, changes in my body, the ups & downs of relationships & many other circumstances many of us experience growing up. I hated all the uncertainty & the powerlessness I was continually battling day to day over many people, places & circumstances. The truth of the matter was… I didn’t trust the Lord & the fact that he was in control & has known the whole time what he was doing with my life & all things I was dealing with, both good & bad. But since I was unable to give my worries to the Lord, I tried my best control them myself through anorexia. Before I knew it the once innocent action of dieting wasn’t so simple anymore. The control I longed for & felt like I had a glimpse of at first soon consumed every aspect of my life.
This illusion of control I felt I had actually has had control over me. My once innocent desire for control has literally starved my body, starved my heart & completely starved my soul leaving me empty & guilty of allowing satan to steal from me so many things. As a believer I have the choice to choose freedom through Christ or death through my sinful ways. My desire is to receive & fully embrace the free gift of an abundant life that is mine through Christ by actively turning away from sin. This sounds simple, but it’s not… having lived in the grips of anorexia for so long I’ve developed a way of life with this disease playing a major role in who I am & what I do. Ill be honest, its scary thinking of life without an ED, because its all Ive known for so long. To me my eating disorder is my identity, my best friend, my comfort, my strength, my control & has ultimately become my god. But in all that my ED has taken away from me I look forward to the freedom that’s all mine!
“For if you live according to the flesh you will die, but if by the Spirit you put to death the deeds of the body, you will live. For all who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, "Abba! Father!" The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, provided we suffer with him in order that we may also be glorified with him.” Romans 8:13-17
My motivation for keeping a blog about my journey of healing my heart, body, mind & soul is to share with each of you how the Lord has been doing & will continue to do in my life. I also want to keep everyone who has been so kind to pray for me up to date on my journey & to offer hope to anyone struggling with any sort of hurt, unhealthy habit or hang up.
For those of you who don’t know, I will be leaving for Mercy Ministries in Nashville, TN October 13, 2009 (see below for more info about Mercy). At Mercy I will continue my journey of healing for about 6 months. While I am away I plan to keep you updated by writing about my experiences & sending them home for my mom to post on here. Im sure she will also keep you updated by what I write her in personal letters to her & our conversations on the phone.
Yah, so I’m not going to have access to a computer, ahhhh!!! Im sure I’ll live though, ha! It will be good for me to get away & stay focused on the Lord & my recovery. If your interested in going old school & writing me by snail mail I’d love to hear from you! Please know that I will do my best to write you back, but will be very busy while I am away.
The address is: Meagan Vrba
c/o Mercy Ministries
15328 Old Hickory Blvd
Nashville, TN 37211
Thank you so much for your continued prayers, support & words of encouragement. They are all very much appreciated & felt. I am incredibly blessed to have you all as a part of my life!
Much love- Meagan